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Hello, I went about my normal business before a sit down meditation. started out in heaven's hall grabbed a fur grabbed a wine and an apple and my spear, a little bundle of wood and twine and a few pebbles. I then set out to the Dae shore. I felt drawn to the sea, the smell of salt from my childhood. Once I got there, I found my favorite spot. There's a large rock and a decent sized tree there. I set up a basic camp and got comfortable. I began my mediation, concentrating on my youth. And what hints that it might hold to my totem spirit.. I remembered having dogs, cats ... playing with squares in the woods, chasing deer across the forest like all kids. Then I smelled the salt in the surrounding air I felt the pull to a trip my family took to the beaches of Gogoon all the neat unique animals there so many rhinos monkeys imps.... cats I always felt something watching over me high in the sky or trees! And there were so many shamans on the island! I was not sure, but I remember in that experience wandering around a large house big like a castle no particular animals jumped out at me to this experience but it was something I recalled in my mediation lividly.... I got to thinking of my first esperances with riding a horse with my father. I felt something over watching me on the beaches of Gogo on riding with my father. I then drifted to one of my first esperances Metting a monk I met a Great monk Dee she was a dear friend we met in the woodlands at the beach there the monkeys were everywhere lobsters monkeys would always throw sand and be a nuisance as Dee and I sat speaking about some of life's enlightenments and esperances it was such a day as the rain clouds came in I felt the cold set it but that day with Dee was summer... wait it is fall here now wait is it raining on the beach.... I opened my eyes, soaked the sea was raging winds in my face. I wonder what I was, my totem spirit animal.. beffycabeza can surely teach me and show me more from this experience A Wondering monk ~Peacehealer~ | |