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When I arrived in the kingdom, I agonized over my identity. As I practiced following the lead of good tutors like Davie and Snack, I realized that in the past, I had taken the path of a poet in the other world of the East, similar to the kingdom, but did not reach nirvana. The memory that I realized then was one in many samsara cycles. It was not my first samsara or the last samsara that walked the path of a poet in another kingdom. But I know for sure that I have consistently practiced to achieve enlightenment in many samsara cycles. That's how I began to follow the monk's path through good teaching in the kingdom. Becoming a monk. It's not a completion, but the beginning of my journey of this life. So I went on a journey to find enlightenment with other monks like Ullim, Ginkgos, bebeen. They were companions who walked the monk's path for their own reasons, although they were different from me. Then one day, I decided to meditate to find my origins in the cycle of samsara. I had questions about what was close to my origin in the many cycles of samsara. So I meditated to go back to my memory and find something to be a clue, even though it would be hard for me. So in my faint memory is the memory of dino, an ancient being close to my origin. Realizing my near-origin memory, I explored meditation sites to find my roots, my origins. I believed that there was such a place in this kingdom. I explored many places like Hausson, Wilderness, nagnang, vortex, woodland, etc. Because I thought dino was close to nature. But eventually the meditation place I found was Masan, Hogye-ri. I could check here the footprints of dino from the Cretaceous period and the footprints of dino's friend birds. I thought there were traces of dino in the distance, but I found them in Masan, which is close to Kugnae. I decided to meditate at this spot and built a House near fossil footprints. Although Masan is close to the bustling Kugnae, it was a quiet place because it was forgotten by people. It was a quiet place close to my origins, and it was just the right place for meditation. I meditated next to Dino's fossilized footprints and contemplated what I was like. As a result of 10 days of meditation in Masan, I felt like the fossilized footprints here were my friends. While meditating here, I thought about what I was like in the past, and I vaguely realized that I had interacted peacefully with birds in herbivores. This may be my origin, but it must be a memory close to the origin. But this is just one of the cycles of samsara in my billion years, and I don't know how many samsara I would have gone through until my existence now. But millions of years ago I also sought peace and so will I now, and I will one day perform to do nirvana. And I hope it will be this life. | |