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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [Page 2] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After being trained as BeffyCabeza's first Shinddal, I learned many things from her and eventually found myself as a Shaman by title, ready to continue my lessons, but after a few weeks of being home, terrible things happened. I became possessed by a dead soldier and found myself insulting Crovax and hurting many of my family. I was told to leave the Circle, for what I did was very disrespectful. I was very angry at myself, to allow things to get as far as they did. I was to afraid to face BeffyCabeza after that night of leaving because I had known I disappointed her. After being away from the Circle so many years, I had a lot of thinking to do, ways the situation could have been easily solved and hoping one day I could return again. I sent a letter to Izabella who was the Elder before her leave from the Kingdoms, writing an apology because of my past actions and asking if I could return. She sent a reply saying the time wasn't right, but that didn't mean I was not able to return. I was sad, but I didn't want to give up. So I continued on with my daily routines and then sent a letter to Elder Widget asking the same thing. She replied saying that I would face the Shaman Tribunal, where they would hear my case and decide my fate. As the day of the Tribunal arrived, I was very nervous. I had my sister, MesoCute speak for me. When I was called in, she wished me luck and the panel started asking me questions about what I did after I left and about what I did during my time in the circle and how I could gurantee that I wouldn't do the same thing, if given the oppurtunity to return. It was hard to face my Dohsa because I wasn't sure if she was still upset with me, but I tried my best to answer the questions and after the tribunal was over I was relieved, but nervous for the outcome. After we met, I met with my Dohsa at Dae Shore. I was anxious to hear what she had to say, she then proceeded and told me I was allowed to return, but there were many conditions I had to follow. I was very greatful that my family and the Spirits had given me one more chance to prove myself. After lots of studies with my Dohsa, I returned home once again and trained myself to never let dark spirits take control of me again. Years have gone by since that dark time in my life and I am happy to say that I am still part of this wonderful family and been given the opporutnity to help other seekers make their way home, like my Dohsa has done for me. I am proud of all my accomplishments throughout my life in the kingdoms and I only hope that I am able to accomplish more. '`Hatiki Sudeki ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |