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Hiding secretly, at the very edge of Buya, My dad was once a famous Light Shaman, who were undisputedly known as one of the best alchemist in potion making. Due to my father's retirement He would like to seek peace without any disturbance or people asked him to be his / her Dohsa coming around. Therefore, I have been asked to remove my last name, given by him, and become totally secluded from the society. As I grew up, I realize that his selfishness killed my youth and grew up into a lonely kid. The first day my senses were opened, I heard whispers and able to saw figures which I have been taught as spirits. Slowly but sure, I began to learn more about how to commune and interact with the spirits. Being a tangol mudang, my father taught me alot about potion alchemy and healings ability. However, my heart is into making poisons that even my father could not cure. This is to lift up my existence, which once was lost because of my father. Due to my eagerness of studying, I forsaken all my social life, and life my life in lonesome. Reaching the age of 11, I was haunted by a female spirits. She keeps whispering me, but in sort of prayer like whispers. By normal meditation I could not reach her. I went to a drum make and requested a spirit drum, to help my rituals. Reaching the spirit drums from my sachel, I waved the drums in the air and felt the trance flowing inside me. As I beating the drum swiftly, my soul started to leave my earthly body. I couldnt believe my spiritual eyes, seeing a lady that I never met before, in a form of spirit. Gracefully, she touching my face with her fingers, and said "Dear, you have to live you own life, no one should ever choose what kind of life you have to live with, not me, not even your father. I prayed everyday, just to have this blessful moment with you that I have never had the chance to." For a split second, I know that she is my mother, and she vanish into thin air soon after leaving a tear dropped into my palm. I woke up, without realizing what was just happen, I look at my palm, and there was an angel's tear, soon I remembered eveything. From that day onward, her guidance remains in my heart until this day. | |